feeling better..

Thank God it doesn't rain 2day...i have tonnes of clothes hanging outside since yesterday..waaaawa..
but, it's a very hot day though..huhu
After expressing it all in my blog yesterday, i feel much better surprisingly. But, i would also like to thank God, because i think he was the one that made me feel better, I don't really know how though..ukh!
It's lunch time and i'm a lil bored with fb, so what d heck, why don't I just improve my writing skills since I'm very bad at writing obviously..hmmm..(I don't even know what to write about)
I'm supposed to be studying after lunch. I'm determined and motivated today. I have 2 study!!
As the saying goes, "masa itu emas", sooooo I must not waste time anymore....(hmmm..i'm guessing blogging is considered as a waste of time...to isn't? hehe)
My laptop is simply irresistable. When I switched it on, it's so hard for me 2 turn it off. Arghh..i hope that other people have this same problem as me 2..hehe..and because of this, it's impossible for me to study..ish3..
So, I've made up my mind..I put a big notice on my notice board that says "X LAPPY UNTIL LUNCH"..WOOOHOOO....and I'm very proud of myself because I've been very disciplined and I only "bermesra" with my simply irresistable lappy at noon. Yes!!! but, the thing is....I online for more than 2 hours...(*&$#)haih...I think i need to put another notice to limit my online time..hmmm...yea, I think I definitely should do that...
My exam is in 2 weeks time and I must change!Yes!! And due to this reason, bye bye 4 now...hehe..i'll be back 2morow noon i guess..=p

Hello again

wow...it's been 2 years since i last wrote anything in my blog...
The first one is just for the sake of completing my assignment..wahahha...
hmmmm...don't really know what to say now...i'm supposed to be studying, since it's my final exam month...but, instead..i'm online..*sigh*
what happened to me? i've change..i've never been like this..It used to be so clear..
I used to know what I want and I will work hard to achieve it. But now, even though I want to do well in my studies badly, I don't have the effort to study..I feel lost. I don't know what's my purpose anymore..
Why can't I be like my old self anymore? Why do I feel this way out of a sudden..I also felt that the path I've taken is not what I wanted anymore..I feel like I want to do something else, be different and be someone else...I really don't understand what happened to me..huhu..tsk3..