Tuesday, November 17, 2009

One more to go....huhu..gambate!!

Wow...I've been very disciplined...huhu...I didn't write anything in my blog for about a week..yeap...I've been a good girl..hehe
But I still have one more paper to go for...But, I think this paper should be ok...
For the two past papers I've taken..hmmm...both were tough and I don't really wanna say anything about it...huhu
When I got back just now after my second paper, I suddenly remembered about a friend who hasn't been in touch with me for quite a while. I don't know what the reason is. Sometimes I feel very sad when i think about our friendship. It's just weird...We seemed to be close..When we are together, we really have fun..But, yes I admit that I'm not really a fun person to be with. Maybe she's bored of being with me coz unlike her, I'm systematic and just don't really enjoy talking about other people (a.k.a gossiping). I'm not saying that I don't gossip at all but the thing is she's hypocrite! why do I say so?
hmmm..lets see...whenever we are together, the only thing we talk about is her, her, her, and about other people whom she doesn't like and pretend to like and I know she said stuff about me to other people behind my back to. She's always giving me some kind of warning that goes like this; "I don't like people to talk behind my back coz I don't talk about other people to". Ughhh... (so perasan!)..Why would I talk about her? It's just a waste of time. It really irritates me, the way she said that coz I really never said a single thing about her even 2 my bestfriends!! That's why I'm writing it down coz this can help me to forget about her attitude..huh...
It just hurt me that no matter how nice I treat her, she always have negative thinking about me, and no matter what she said that contadicts with what I said and also that hurt me I still love her as a friend because we're quite close with each other. She shared her problems with me, her secrets to. I just hope she wouldn't leak out my problems to other people. I never have bad thoughts about her no matter what she did. I don't want to...Coz she's my friend. I just don't understand her attitude..Now, I regret writin about this cause it reminds of our time together and it just makes me sad...
I better write about something else..=)
Lets see...oh yea...
I'm going back to Kuching this Saturday......yay! I really can't wait. I miss home and I hate Penang...hahahha
What is it about Penang that I don't like...Well..first, its' not home..hehe...Just kidding...Actually I'm not really homesick and a mummy's girl that really misses home. I just wanna stay away from Penang. I don't know why but I just don't like Penang. I've been to Sabah, KL, Malacca, Perlis and Johor and I like them all especially Sabah. I love Sabah! I love it more than I love Kuching. (Sorry Kuching)...hehe...
Maybe the people in Penang are just rude, that's why..yea I know not all but mostly are rude. Even the shop owners..How are you suppose to sell things if you are not treating your customer well? Another thing is about the road users. This is the worst! It's like as if no rules exist! Those with the vehicles, they don't even respect the other road users especially pedestrian. My heart is just not for Penang....
Hmmm...I better start packing now..The store in my hostel is VERY small and I hope there are still enough space for my stuff..Chiao...