Saturday, November 28, 2009

I'm home...

After 1 semester being in USM, i'm finally home. I really missed home during the last period of my semester.
There's a but though...huhu..But, after I'm home I feel so bored...I can't really hang out with my frens because most of them are MARRIED, and my friends that are not married, they're working. So, I just stay at home being a full time housewife even though I'm not married yet. So sad...But, other than the reason mentioned, there's another reason why I can't really go out. Even though I feel really bored (I've become a zombie due to my boredom) but I just have to endure it.
The reason is...
My mom is not really feeling well, so I need to be by her side. She has this weird illness that comes and go. But recently, since 2 weeks ago, the sickness stayed. 2 days ago, my brother and I sent her to a specialist hospital because she was so weak and she felt breathless. The doctor then did a check up and to my surprise the doctor suspected my mom got appendic. I was like...what? Are you for real? Is this really a specialist hospital? The thing is my mom has had this illnes for so long and she's been to clinics and hospitals so many times that I think the staffs are also maybe wondering why she keep coming back but the doctor never find anything wrong with her.
So, back to the appendic. The doctor than sent my mom to the gynae specialist and she did scanning and check ups on my mom. In the end, as usual, the doctor said there's nothing wrong with my mom. The results, her blood pressure, sugar level etc are normal. In fact, the doctor said that the numbers shown are perfect for a human body. I really don't understand what's my mom sickness.
It's really sad for me to see her always being sick and we really don't know what the cure is. I'm not saying that my family is holy, but we do pray a lot. Sometimes we say the rosary together like maybe once a week and my mom prays like 3-4 times a day. I really hope that God will show us the way and speak to us and tell us what we should do about my mom, because it hurt me a lot to see her in that condition....huhu...